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how did i manage to be alone

hair

remember all that heavy hair i carried around for years. the weight of gender norms.

ohhh god.

ohhh god. the view just (Mon, Feb 7) covered a story about itself and showed a clip filmed within the view audience that was shown the other day from the view camera perspectives. wayyy too meta.

never again

what am i without you?

i'm sorry if i've left you nothing. a horrible failure, experiment gone awry. i apologize.

The Theatre: All the World's a Stage

hey, shakespeare, i'm a fucking princess so why am i not speaking in iambic pentameter?

i think that i would like my money back
i feel the stage is not my greatest act

Moti-fail

Despite listening to these popular songs quite frequently, I have yet to find motivation to do much of anything.

P!nk "Raise Your Glass"


Ke$ha "We R Who We R"


Katy Perry "Firework"


P!nk "Fuckin' Perfect"


With such lyrics as "All my underdogs,/We will never be never be anything but loud/And nitty gritty dirty little freaks" and "Hot and dangerous/If you're one of us then roll with us/'Cause we make the hipsters fall in love/When we got our hot pants on and up," you'd think I'd be empowered to join the pop music scene and revolutionize dancing as we know it! It's so inclusive, so inviting. When I'm told, "You don't have to feel like a waste of space/You're original, cannot be replaced" and "Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing/You're fuckin' perfect to me," you'd think I'd feel so fucking splendid and beautiful because they're talking directly to me. The songs should make me feel unique but not alone, special but part of a group. Instead I feel like PMSing like a bitch. Katy Perry would know.

A Fish in a Community of Fishes

My sad realization of the day is that I need to school, I'm dependent on it. Because I'm not sure of the derivation of motivation without it.

radical, man.

continuing to follow TRON: Legacy's advice about taking oneself out of the equation. perhaps the closest thing i've had to a spiritual leader:

Skeletor

on second thought, skeletor was pretty buff for a skeleton.

dramatic irony

you know, in general i feel pretty good about it