tricks

i hate myself for doing it, but i have to hate myself to like myself so might as well

through the looking glass

innerbeauty

wow it is like really difficult to see oneself as attractive and/or not objectify oneself in order to do so

Zero

emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness / and cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me

Bankrupt on Selling

I come clean out of love with my lover / I still love her / Loved her more when she used to be sober and I was kinder

Just the Two of Us

tunneling

single-minded tunnel vision.

filtering/buffering/filtering/buffering

celebrity apprentice

choice

i get it now. the path I've chosen is to be alone. and that is how it will be for many years. a life can't be everything.

fff

fleeting flutters of life

i saw myself detached. a slipped hook. aye.
a miserable little pile of secrets.